Idk, I’m doing my thing, he does his thing, until we do our thing or nothing.
Yea so I went back.. I’m so not as invested as I was tho, like now I’m actually willing to talk to other people when before it was nothing like that.
I’m done, just felt like I had to get that out. No one follows me on here anyway.
Tyler is honestly my greatest inspiration and no one will ever understand that. Why I’m such a big fan or why I’m so serious when it comes to him. He’s more than an artist, just his personality in general is beautiful. How passionate he is with his craft and the message he puts across, and he’s always been the same beautiful person. I can relate so much cause of his dad issues and the way he was treated as an adolescent and it just connects me to him in more ways than one. I’m not just a thirsty fan or some wanna be wife of his. I am a damaged girl that learned to live my life with no regrets and no concerns about others opinions because of him. So when I say I love you T, I passionately and genuinely mean every last word.
I’ve been watching a whole bunch of documentaries too like of just powerful women and it makes me wanna be a better me for me. I’m back in the gym trying to find love within myself all over again and ya know I have to be realistic. Some days I’m awesome and some days I’m sad and others I spend wondering why people drag me through the dirt but then I realize that I am a powerful woman that will overcome all the obstacles thrown at me and I do love me, a lot, just need a little time.
I really love Jhene Aiko, like I’ve been really down in the dumps lately but her music has lifted me. Along with like miguel drake tyler frank all of em.